Does it get easier?

The question of the day. Does it get any easier? Time will heal all wounds, this I know. Having him around, not having space.... this keeps the wounds fresh and oozing. 

Most humans are built to be monogamous. That is partnered up... Two people. Living together, loving one another. Not threesomes.  Not foursomes. Not moresomes!

He constantly wants to know why he is so bad. Why he wants two women at the same time? Why he can't have both? I want to know why he is so selfish? Why he has to have both? Why am I not good enough for him?

My thoughts on why he can't have both are:

• Being with her hurts me
• Being with her causes pain and anxiety
• Being with both is not normal
• Being with both is NOT RIGHT!

She thinks I am jealous of her. Maybe a bit. Hurt I am. Angry I am! She should not have crossed that line. A true friend does not entertain such fancies. A true friend shuts that down, walks away, increases space. A true friend does not embrace that which is wrong.